Hang in there. It WILL get better.
Im being disfellowshipped
I just thought of the film "Not without my Daughter." She had to save not only herself, but her daughter also. For you, your son. Rent it. Identify.
You chose not to go to the meeting so you disfellowshipped them.
I'm sorry of what this will now do to your family. If your family will let you wxplain your side you should try before the announcement. You're not alone reach out anytime((((hug))))