Hi , and thanks everyone for your replies.
I was brought up a Witness and baptized at 16. I married a 'boy' 25 lol, who was also brought up a witness and we have had 2 children together. I am happy to say as a couple we are happier now than ever!
I am not suprised at the reaction of people, just a little shocked at the predictablility of people. I have kinda prayed that God would show me what he wants me to do..I felt at ease with my decison to 'leave' especially as my husband is feeling the same, i suppose peoples reactions have just brought it to life and have brought back feelings of inadequacy for me to talk to God and have a relationship with him now
Tammy, you said about talking to God, and also you found that Christ is the truth...do you belive now then in the Trinity? and do you talk to God or Jesus? Do you use his name Jehovah? I ask as as i pray now i actually dont know who i am supposed to talk to?!
I believe in God, and Jesus but have done some research...some believe that obviously all are one, and therefore you are talking to Jesus?
I feel comfortable talking to 'Jehovah'. Is this because its all i have known and i have been misguided? I just want to know what happens now? are the basic teachings correct, i believe there has to be something better than this life, and some hope to give my children, but im not sure what now...only that they can keep reading the bible and take from it what they want and keep talking to God. Surely a loving God would not view me as wicked for feeling this way?