Gary- I think it may be different because you were never a witness, my husband fills compelled to bring me and the kids back in it. Thanks for the good wishes
Aquagirl- You are right, the insanity is no exaggeration. Were we that bad?
Cult classic- Thank you , Im trying to be brave. I know if I cave, nothing will ever change & I'll be miserable.
Sabastious- Thank you, I havent been on the board much lately, but this is the first place I came. No one else could understand. My husband is a master at acting like a normal person to other people.
Essan- thank you also, I will take your advice.