Yep, used to sit up till 3am sometimes just reading stuff, then lie awake till the alarm went off. Had to stop because I was so sleep deprived.
I don't think I will ever forget the moment I found out about the UN and the NGO debacle. Silent Lambs was a heart stopper.
I don't obsess about finding anything out now, infact I have a really hard time reading anything from the WT. Happier for it too.