June 2007 - I'm on my way out. Thought I could try a fade but I don't have it in me. Can't stomach what I now know and just sit there and pretend the lies are truth. August 2007 - I left my husband, he was very controlling once we got married and I decided I didn't want to be controlled by him or a publishing company masquerading as a religion. I never went back to another meeting once I got on the evil internet. I am fortunate not to have family in the cult and I am thankful that my children forgive me for raising them the way I did. March 2008 - I've met many posters in a short period of time and am happy to call them friends. I have moved on easily, I don't want to waste another minute of my life. Get busy livin' or get busy dyin'. May 2008 - I HAVE NEVER BEEN HAPPIER IN MY LIFE !!! October 2008 - I found my soulmate, we laugh ourselves silly. It really is possible to move on and learn to live and love again. :) My e-mail addy is [email protected]