Like a victim of sexual abuse, the victim of clerical abuse will often blame themselves.
And what is done to conscientious people like SD-7 is clerical abuse.
There is a point in life where we may take ownership for our emotions, and name ourselves creator of our own life. But until then, we are all children, and children can be horribly hurt - until then we can be victimized, only able to react to the blame and guilt levelled at us.
I hope one day SD-7 will not be dependent on another person for their own sense of truth and well-being; that they will not have to hide in their own mind.
Until then, we only can watch these vipers, these experts in manipulation.
Carry on my wayward son
There'll be peace when you are done
Lay your weary head to rest
Don't you cry no more