"I have overcome guilt and fear being on this board while remaining a witness (in name only of course) as I never go on the ministry these days"
I too know I have overcome guilt and fear because I can now attend most meetings and even the occasional "service" (I do this to make my wife happy) and still know the BS when I see it and I have full control over my mind. In fact, its sort of fun, to know I am rebel and nobody knows. BTW: For those who might be concerned over my fake service, I will never ever bring anyone into this mind controling organization. I have seen too much suffering to allow anymore to get sucked in.