Sure, yoyomama - go BORROW a copy of Crisis of Conscience!
Ray Franz carefully documents his allegations with copies of
official branch office correspondence. If you can't afford to buy
a copy, go to the Watchtower Observer site and investigate anything
related to Mexico/Malawi - freeminds.org might have some
of the same info - i think Victor E. or others know about
the "carta" scandal firsthand - a lot of brothers paid bribes
for the cards.
metatron