We just had another teary eyed screamin' discussion about the same subject for about the third or fourth time.
I am unable to get into her head that I "Will" no longer be participating with the JW/WTBS in any way, shape, manner or form. I even had to restate that I "would" be associating with my side of the family again, even including their "Holiday" get togethers. It doesn't sink in.
She and I know the consequences for my doing so and has stated that she would report me to BOE and I would be DF'd for participating in such affairs. I am fine with that, and we both know that she will not be able to have her JW parents and associates while I'm around. I have offered to leave during these times but that isn't good enough.
I have even offered to DA myself, because it is just a matter of time before I am DF'd, but she thinks that would be worse on her.
She thinks I have decided to shut her out of my life even though I have reassured her that it was not her but the JW/WTBS that I was leaving but she doesn't accept it that way. She thinks that I am having an affair, which I am not, and also thinks I will soon if not already. She then said she was going to leave but decided agains it.
She just came back from the 2 day assy. and said that everyone hugged her and cried about the situation. (Playing the sympathy card like they all do).
She also told me to get a new medical directive because she said she would let me die if I needed blood. So, I found one on the web and downloaded it. Once she seen it she sat on the couch and cried. Wow! Emotional!
The rest of the evening was a pout session.
Don't know what to do!!