Nice to have you back. It's always cool to hear the "long time lurker, first time poster" post.
I haven't been to a KH in over 20 years so I'll pass on the first couple questions,....
However, this one caught my eye.
We have a hard question for the board: Why are you here? Are you looking for the truth or are you just mad about the WTS? Do you even think there is a true out there? Are we asking too much? Yes, we think so. Please, don't kill us.
I am here to offer a kind word and share an aspect of my journey as it relates to life after the KH. Easier said than done sometimes, eh? lol
I am not bitter or angry towards the witnesses anymore as it was eating me up inside. It was either change them or change myself. The WTS is rather misguided in it's methods and is protective of it's own interests, but i see alot of that in such organizations, religious or otherwise. Doesn't make it right though.
Truth is an elusive and very personal thing in my opinion. I am content with where I am at this point in my life as regards what I believe and the paradox of knowing/not knowing what is "ultimate" truth. What is true for you may not be for me, etc. Birds of a feather will flock together, but I appreciate the variety of species that there are. But were I to put truth in a sentence, I believe it to be the unconditional, uncontrollable, undeniable appreciation for and "worship" of life, in essence, love. I dunno, ask the poets,....
I don't think you're asking too much at all. In fact, I do think you've only just begun. Don't be afraid. Fear will kill you, not the quest.
Peace be with you.