First doubts about God at age 4. Serious anger at the org during teen years as I became aware of sexual abuse with people I was close with around the same time as magazines and talks at our local hall downplayed the seriousness of such abuse. Watching nothing happen to the abusers while the kids were ignored. Last straw was finding out that the abused kids ( if older~teens ) were being pushed into confrontations with their abusers and pressured into forgiving them at such encounters. All this going on while being told seeking counselling wasn't needed just pray and god will take care of it.
I left at 18 and was d'fd a few years late. Never again will I put up with such malicious stupidly.