I gotta say, the double standards and inconsistencies are just too much for me to comprehend anymore.
I sit at the meetings and just roll my eyes and shake my head everything they say.
The WT about the annual report and everybody turning a blind eye to the clear signs of a decrease and the obvious signs of lack of urgency drives me insane.
The way they condemn themselves in their own literature - even in the latest magazines - is almost too much to bear.
When I see a $100 check on our statement written by my wife as a donation to the worldwide work just pisses me off.
I want to wait for another month (due printing out and organizing docs for when it comes up in conversation when my wife & I start talking about this stuff, our wedding anniversary, new OM book, etc) before breaking the ice with my wife on all this but it's almost too much to bear.
What did any of you do when you felt like you were going to explode inside from the hypocrisy, dishonesty, and doubletalk?
Thanks for letting me vent ...
-ithinkisee