I've been disassociated with anything that has to do w/JW's for almost 10 years. I was baptized at 15(way too young to understand what I was doing)and no longer agree with some of the "faith". My sister has 2 girls who are pretty much the reason I live. She has re-entered the whole JW life and recently got baptized. Now today she called me to tell me that because she took an oath to serve god and I willingly chose to leave(mind you I'm not disfellowshipped), she informed me that the elders had a meeting with her and told her that I'm way too involved in their lives and that they have to treat me as a disfellowshipped person, WHICH I'M NOT. In other words, I can no longer see or talk to them unless I decide to return to the faith.
My heart is torn apart. I can't even begin to imagine a day without speaking to them. I'm so angry right now with this situation. I haven't been involved with any other religion since I left and I'm a good person with good morals.
It pisses me off to think that they can have conversations with sinners and crackheads but not me just because I willingly left!!!
My sister explained that it's because I know about the "truth" and these worldly people don't.
I'm so heartbroken right now I can't even eat.
Can anybody explin to me the logic in this so I can prove my sister wrong? I'm their only aunt and am devoted to them.