hi everyone..hope all is well..i've not been around much cuz life has been kinda difficult lately.
i know everything i will say will be stuff we've all heard before and i've said before but anyway i was reading lady lee's thread http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/9/105357/1.ashx and jgnat posted a comment that struck a chord in me. she said:
Today, for instance, there was yet another talk on the Noah example. Yet congregation members were exhorted to "take care of your health" because who knows how long this current system will continue. Then of course, a prayer that this old world please last not much longer. I wonder how such talks affect the older ones who have lived through failed dates and fading promises.
i know how the older ones handle the failed dates, " new light" explains it all away.
but the fading promises... how can that not affect everyone who has been in the wtbs for any length of time?
a woman i knew from childhood, never married, never had children, worked at bethel more than 20 yrs, got terminally ill and was sent home to her elderly parents to die. i dont know if she did or didnt recieve any money i know that she had to get state insurance aid for her medical care however. anyway, what were her thoughts before she died? she never had a lover that i know of, never had kids..I remember as a teen she'd say that Jehovah would provide her with the perfect mate and children in the new system really soon. there was too much work to do NOW for Jehovah to spend time marrying and starting a family!
and she died about 3 years ago i think, in her late 50's i think. how sad! the promises she heard from childhood were the same ones i heard from childhood: PARADISE IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER! ACT NOW BEFORE ITS TOO LATE. THE END WILL DEFINITELY BE HERE BEFORE THE NEW CENTURY ARRIVES! YOU"LL NEVER HAVE TO GROW UP IN THIS SYSTEM! YOU"LL NEVER HAVE TO WORK IN THIS EVIL WORLD! UNLESS YOU GET SICK OR DIE IN AN ACCIDENT YOU WILL NEVER KNOW DEATH!!
the wtbs can deny they ever said these things but i heard them from the podium at meetings , circuit assemblies, district assemblies.. from elders, circuit overseers, district overseers, bethel visitors and even once from wtbs president Knorr.
now i'm 40, i did have children but the wtbs took them away. i have great parents but they do are distanced from me.
new light doesnt explain away the promises. the only explanation is time.. and time has shown that those promises were and are empty.