Topics Started by Dudu
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My best holidays ever !!
by Dudu ini am so happy.
today is my birthday and i ve been receiving good news and love since last week from my loved ones... thursday night my boyfriend gave me a birthday present, saturday nigth christmas dinner with my family including my mom and my boyfriend :) (my mom hated my bf and that night they got along so well!
) yesterday my boyfriend took me to a nice beach club and we had a great time with his friends, this morning i received a birthday party from friends in my building !!!
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Xmas dinner tonight at my sisteer's house
by Dudu intonight we will have a dinner at my sister's house.
she is the typical person who celebrates christmas but is not religious.
all these years i have missed most of my sisters xmas parties because of the jw teachings.
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Should i go to the xmas party?
by Dudu inthe company i work for is having a xmas party today... as im fading since only 6 months ago, i dont want to have elders behind me, i wonder if i should go ... there are 3 witnesses in the same company ....
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Today was the first time to see an elder since 5 months ago
by Dudu init was surprising , i was in my building drinking something in a cafe downstairs and there they were, an elder and a young sister preaching.. maybe return visit, they were from the congregation i was attending when i started fading.
what was really shocking was the fact that we passed by each other and they didnt noticed me!!
they were having a conversation and i think they didnt notice me, or they just ignored me ???
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Family meeting tonight
by Dudu inmy family will meet tonight to talk about my mom's situation.
for the past ten years i have been the one who is always there for her and my other 4 sisters and my grown up nieces and nephews (they all work) has been playing the "i dont have enough card" all these years.
last year we moved to my sister's house and 2 months ago i moved by myself.
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I applied for a scholarship!
by Dudu inhello friends!!
today i sent by email my resume, the application and the essay to apply for a scholarship to be an international teacher of english :) they will answer during december and after they read the information sent, there is an interview over the phone.
just to apply is something im exciting for ... i think that as a jw i wouldnt had applied for because education is such a wordly thing .... im very positive and i know the outcome of this adventure will be the best.
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feeling sooooo positive!!!
by Dudu intoday i woke up and i looked at the ocean from my apartment , is a partially clouded morning with the perfect temperature ... i am so grateful for my life, for my the continous growing of my business, for my great boyfriend, for my wordly and very supportive friends, for the wonderful and amazing nature around me... that made me realize why so many jw are depressed.
as we were taught this world is a terrible, awful place to live, we were fed by negative thinking all the time, and even when we had joyful times in our subconcience we were thinking how soon all will be destroyed.
comments?.
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My first Thanksgiving dinner was ..........
by Dudu inamazing!!
last nigth i got together with some friends and my boyfriend and we spent the night sharing and talking about the year.
to me was something i have never experienced before, and with great food, great company.
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I hate the GB ...
by Dudu init is strong word but i do hate them ... for the first time in my life i have this feeling so strong.
today i was talking to my mom and she went on about how leaving the wt was the worst decision on ive ever made and how embarrased and hurt she was about my behavior (not going to meetings) i am loosing my relationship with my mom and the more i grow apart from the jw the more i will loose her , it is just sad .....
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If I only had known ...
by Dudu insince i started having sex , i changed my doctor, this new one prescribed me control pills for extra safety ... well, it turns out i have my hormones unbalanced and thats why i had such a terribles, painfuls periods, i had to loose days at work, lots of pain killers and sometimes even er .... uuughhhh i went to so many doctors and nobody knew what was wrong, they just kept saying,, is normal to have pain during the period....