Welcome joao ,I wish you and your family well.
One other lie the WT/JW religion teach is that when a person leaves the "truth" they become immoral and and practice all sorts of debauchery .And that all people outside of the religion are evil and immoral .
What a load of crap.
You can find real friends and lovely moral people that put many practicing JW`s to shame.
It just takes time ,it`s time to live the life you are entitled to and not by the dictates of a few self appointed men who claim to speak for God.
How did I ever get sucked into believing that as a 20 y-old ?
Take care