he was really earning his salary i guess.
you know what's really funny man? the guy that got me into watching porn at 10 i have a 99.999% is actually a poster on these boards. i tried to talk to him once, but i didnt want to identify myself, so i think i just freaked him out. i will eventually talk to him, im 99% sure it's him.
he will be pissed to because he'll act like i'm putting it on his shoulders(if he reads this). i know this because we met in 2005 (while i was temporarily faded), and we went to a bar together. i could tell he was mad because he was taking what i was saying, like i was putting the blame on him. i hadnt seem him since we were 12.
when we talked he brought up the jw thing. and to my absolute astonishment, he told me he started STUDYING....then he went and took religious courses at some college, to try and get a broader view. (he had remembered the jw thing because when we were 11 ofcourse my parents went to meetings, but i knew him from school , last guy i would expect to start studying. he was the quintessential rebel, atleast at that age).
totally blew my mind about him telling me he started studying. he told me they went pretty far in the study, and somehow he went to bethel to visit, and he said because of how decadent it was, it was one of the main things that turned him off, then he stopped the study sometime after that.