Hi ILoveTTATT, DITTO what skeeter1 and Black Sheep said. You are young and Armaggedon is not going to happen, so be patient. If you have enough money, go away for a weekend and enjoy yourself away from the turmoil.
Like the saying goes, "You can lead a horse to water, but you can't make it drink." Think how you would have treated someone forcing you to listen to TTATT when you believed in the WTBTS. Show your mother how to love unconditionally. Just ask questions to help JWs to awaken to TTATT.
If you do not have a smartphone with a video camera and 128 GB memory, get one! If the elders come to talk with you, start recording what they say, ask them to please leave you alone, and you will contact them when you want. If they refuse to leave, walk away from them. If they threaten or physically restrain you, call the police. Remember record all contact with the elders.
The worse thing that you can do is lose your cool. You have done nothing wrong, so let JWs lose their cool. You can always help other JWs by using your language skills to translate jwfacts webpages into Spanish and to live your life the way that you want.
Peace be with you and everyone, who you love,
Robert