The official take from the Watchtower Society would be that I left the witnesses so I could have homosexual sex. However, I could have done that when I was 18 rather than when I was 30 and had a much better time since my hormones were clearly raging more at 18 than at 30.
I didn't leave until I had lost all confidence in Jehovah's Witnesses as people. I watched how witnesses lived their lives. I watched the hypocrisy. I watched and learned and left.
I left mainly because of people like Still who proclaimed their own righteousness loudly but upon further examination were always found majorly wanting in their sincerity and integrity. If not for these people, including the members of my own family, I would have never left.
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Joel
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