Reniaa you sound more like a Berean Bible Student than a JW.
They are honest to goodness Bible Students as in the ones
before Judge Rutherford changed the name.
But let me make this correction on your post...
It's Arians not Aryans btw (Aryan is the non-politically correct term
white supremacists use but Arian is based on belief of Arius teachings
on the divinity of Jesus and his relation to the Father).
So check it out: http://www.bereanbiblestudentschurch.org/beliefs.htm
Let me know what you think of it. PM me or something or respond
here if you're going to stick around.
For me the exit is still ongoing... I can't separate myself from my
family, yet anyway... It is very emotionally depressing just to think
I would be shunned and not associated with by those I love. But I
don't blame them... I blame the WT and their controlling ideas. I am
a Christian and I believe in Jesus as the Messiah, but by his grace
I'm closer to him and his Father than I ever was as a mentally
controlled JW. I can truly love God as one of his children bought
by the precious blood of His Son. That's where I am spiritually as
of now and right at this moment I wouldn't consider walking away
from my family even if they would not approve of my personal views.
At least I'm mentally free. That is good for now, although I have a
strong feeling that I cannot remain this way and be a sane and
well-functioning human being. I long to be free physically as
well as mentally and spiritually from the clutch of the WT.