BlackWolf, Armageddon isn't coming so don't worry about that.
I am 52 years old. I was told Armageddon was coming 'soon' , 'imminently', 'it's just around the corner' when I was a child, a teenager, and a young adult.
I am now a middle aged woman and Armageddon has not yet arrived. What do you think the odds are that it is coming soon knowing this?
If I told you I was coming over to your house 'soon' and in 52 years I never once showed up at your place, would you continue to believe that I was coming soon?
Jehovah's Witnesses, and their former group the Bible Students, have been saying Armageddon is coming soon for over 100 years. Obviously, this is a lie.