Prisca,
Sorry to hear that. Like helping a six-year-old find an easy comment was suddenly going to open your eyes and make you want to return.
This past weekend my mother had a "special request" for me. It was the weekend of the District Convention and I knew what it was: She wanted me to go to the Sunday session. When I hummed and hawed, she turned it into a "dare", and told me that there was "nothing to be afraid of." Then she tried to compromise by asking me to go to only the Public Discourse. I almost agreed, just to shut her up.
But what did she expect to happen? She doesn't know how 'opposed' I am, but even if I were just 'weak' did she think I would hear one talk and come running back?
Oh well,
Hmmm