Yes, Yes, Yes.
Masturbatory. Indeed. What I was trying to get at must be the way SOO much is shut down and suppressed, relationships are so fake, truth telling is feared and punished, and it all swirls around keeping "YOUR OWN" delusions. It isn't about being a community, it isn't about sharing, its about a safe environment for all out Spiritual Masturbation.
I've noticed that even when I was in you couldn't "talk" about faith with JW's. You could take turns spouting catchphrases and "encouraging" eachother, you could not at any time actually get one to have a conversation with you. Its like everyone knows that is crap, they're masturbating quietly in the corner and they're afraid that someone will walk in and catch them.
So lonely and so sad, even amongst the "friends".
Thanks! You've shown me more Light.
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