JRK- Hey buddy, sorry you're feeling low. Just caught up with this thread, been working out of town a few days. As you know- been through some shit like you recently losing parents in death , and years before losing female relationships that probably didn't help me progress in life way back then. I've found that when life gives me shit- I either make shit pancakes for breakfast or a shit omelette- whatever's your choice.
But here's a little you tube ditty my wife's employer sent her that might cheer you up called : Joanie the Jehovah's Witness stripper ! Take care bud, hope to chat soon.Love ya.