Observing human behavior - the lies and manipulations done to control those lower on the food chain. And to put others lower on the food chain.
I was raised with the myths of Santa Claus, the tooth fairy, the easter bunny and God.
The message was simple: be good (obedient) and you will be rewarded. Be bad you will experience loss (no gifts, no attention). And with God the threat of torturous punishment.
Age 6 to 7 kids figure out no Santa, fairy or bunny and adults admit it's just fun stuff for little kids.
My kid mind thinks that they wait till high school or so to tell you about God. Then realizing they believe it themselves, and how useful their belief is to keep them in line to authority.
As someone stated earlier, the whole gruesome set up of living things eating each other certainly didn't point to some loving sky entity.
To a lot of my family members "atheist" was a horrible, unthinkable thing so I learned to keep to myself about it until adulthood.
Read the bible a bit as a kid and thought it was ridiculous stuff made up to control people. I've always been blown away by the blind faith people have - to believe something with no evidence. To "just know it"
I understand the human need for magic and escape from the reality of death. My early conditioning kicks in in times of loss and grieving. I find myself wishing for some spirit message from the departed, looking around for signs.
Mrs. F