I did not find this site until a few years after I left.
I came to a point where I just did not believe most of it any more. There were too many changes, too much 'new info/new light' in in the past 20 years. I was tired of the hypocrisy I saw; but I have not found another religion that is any better. Some worse.
I have known many wonderful witnesses! I think the shunning of DA and DF'd people bothered me much more than some of the other teachings. the woman that studied with me was/is a great person, and very faithful. Yet, she would not shun one of her old bible studies that never got to the point of baptism when they decided it was not for them. This is why I have not DA'd myself, becasue I dont want to hurt my mother and others in the fam that are still in. Also, if I see a JW in the grocery store, I am going to say hello. They know I am not really one of them: I have not been to the KH in five years; I have married out of the truth and celebrate holidays.
It is funny, because things are less strict than they wore 10 years ago even. If I had told the elders that I wanted to go to college, I would have been told that I would be wasting my time. Now, a good number of the teenagers in the local hall are going, or are in college. That is a good thing for them...