LostEverything,
Oh, by all means, yes! Please post your story. We love "story time" and you are with people here who have been through it and who understand.
hello everyone, i have been reading the different topics and haven't seen this discussed..... i was raised in the 'truth' and decided when i was 19 this was not for me...but unfortunately it took years after that to finally make the clean break.
during that time and up until about a year ago, i was having strange and disturbing nightmares..it finally came to a head when i dreamed that i cussed out the elders in the congregation i had left.,..woke up in a sweat but felt great!
has anyone else experienced this?
LostEverything,
Oh, by all means, yes! Please post your story. We love "story time" and you are with people here who have been through it and who understand.
hey everyone!
sorry it took me awhile to follow-up, but the pain was more then i bargained for!!!
http://www.jehovahs-witness.net/jw/friends/188970/1/urgent-advice-needed.
Hooray! So glad to hear from you that all went so well. We've been thinking about you.
Love,
Baba.
listen, israel: the lord our god, the lord is one.
the lord our god, the lord is one.
jesus is god: .
I wish you (and your son) the best, OldFlame!
hello everyone, i have been reading the different topics and haven't seen this discussed..... i was raised in the 'truth' and decided when i was 19 this was not for me...but unfortunately it took years after that to finally make the clean break.
during that time and up until about a year ago, i was having strange and disturbing nightmares..it finally came to a head when i dreamed that i cussed out the elders in the congregation i had left.,..woke up in a sweat but felt great!
has anyone else experienced this?
LostEverything said:
I was disfellowshipped over 2 years ago because they told me since they couldnt prove I had not done something It was easier to assume I had. Best part is I hadn't done anything. Well anyway I have nightmares a few times a week still. Usually involving my family telling me they want nothing to do with me, I always wake up crying.
I'm so sorry you are going through this! "By their love, you shall know them."
Welcome to the forum, you are in a good place. Keep reading and keep posting... it really does get better.
Love,
Baba.
mentioned in his talk last week that the jews, who had the name "jehovah's witnesses" applied to them, killed jesus.
i found that a particularly revealing admission, simply from the way he said it.
"jehovah's witnesses killed jesus," he said.. he went on to explain that the coveted title of "jehovah's witnesses" was taken from the jews.
Wow, what a stunning comment for a CO to make. I wonder if that was part of the WT approved outline? The first thought I had was that the CO himself was awakening... perhaps he has been lurking here?
Thank you for posting this SD-7, and I agree with you. Let's not forget the Jehovah's Witness Deny and REFUSE Jesus Celebration, (aka the Memorial) coming up soon.
when did it all start?.
is there a recorded df'ing in the bible?.
Bookmarking... and great to see you pop in, Barbara!
there are a great many reasons it becomes difficult to "prove" to active jw's that the watchtower society has had an amazing series of crackpot teachings, beliefs and assertions over the years.. first off, the availability of old publications is problematic.
the society has cleverly sucked them out of the libraries of local kingdom halls.
older collectors are often dead or apostate.. ebay can provide steep asking-prices.. but--a few years back, i discovered the availability of reprints in quality self-published form on lulu.com and amazon.. these reprints are beautifully done and easier to read than an old, moth-eaten, mildew-stained yellowy tome from the early era!.
Thanks for letting us know, Terry... and thank you too, Olin Moyles Ghost, I didn't realize some were on Google books now.
let's roll up our collective sleeves and repair the world!.
world repair is a central idea of judaism, after all.
you leave this world a little better than how you found it.. most of us spend our lives busy with our own self.
Terry, I LOVE this list. Thank you!
My one addition: Meditate every day... even if it is only for a couple of minutes.
I don't mean to FOCUS, I don't mean to do ANYTHING NEAR what the Watchtower would mean when they use the word "meditate". I mean to learn how to actually QUIET your mind (yes, it can be done and done well, for all of you who think you have tried and decided that you cannot manage to do that!)
Quiet the left side of your brain for a few minutes. Allow the creative, healing, expansive right side of your brain to perceive things for a while.
i just wanted to share this story with everyone:.
last weekend on saturday, my wife found out that field service was not being cancelled due to snow.
all week prior to saturday, my wife kept saying that she was going to swim classes with my daughter and i and actually swim with my daughter that morning.
Gary, you are a wonderful man, husband, and father.
I hope that at least in some small way (that will hopefully manifest itself in a much larger form soon!) that your wife can appreciate you and come to realize how lucky she really is.
Hang in there.
Love,
Baba.
Damn.