LouBelle
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When Vulnerable...
by LouBelle inwhen you are feeling down, vulnerable and your emotions a mess, many people will reach out to you.
in my experience most mean what they say and are genuine in their desire to see you feel/get better (personaly experience from here xx).. then you get those that prey on the vulnerable.
they see an opportunity to perhaps get you entangled emotionally and being in that delicate state you may allow it to happen....with out necessarily realising what is going on.. always tread carefully when you are in this state of mind.
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Perfume / Cologne
by LouBelle inthere are some perfumes that i absolutely just love and a little squirt of it can bring back such good memories, make you feel sexy.
my favorite is dolce & gabbana (red), followed by d&g "the one", followed by coco chanel .
on men, i love the smell of the original hugo boss - used to make my tummy clench in a good way .
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Nearly Lost It at Work
by LouBelle ini've made no secret that i do not like the place or the people where i work.. i've had to borrow money to get my drums/brakes fixed.
i dropped my car off this morning before work.
i hesitantly spoke to one of the bosses (female that is so irritating) asking if i could please go pick up the car once they phoned to say it was ready - if i could use the time i usually took for lunch.
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So tired of life
by LouBelle ini am so tired of waking up without hope.
so tired of fighting one more day...i just want it to end as painless as possible.
i truly don't have the willpower or strength anymore..
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Pay Day - oh no payment....again.
by LouBelle inthis has developed into a regular habit now.
i work for this company i don't partucularly want to work for, but in order to get a salary i do.
(trust me i'm looking for better options) every single month, bar one, they have have paid me late.
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Working on a Sunday.
by LouBelle inwell i wouldn't really call it hard work, but i have to come into the office and sit and wait for the phone to ring.
i work every 3rd weekend and it really is unpleasant.
9 hours each day with nothing to do but wait for the phone to ring.
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Got an interview
by LouBelle inas some of you know, i had no job last year, then finally got something in an industry that i know nothing about.
the environment and people haven't been the best, but i had to stick it out and hope that things would improve.
i have kept my eye and ears open for opportunities more in my field of expertise - which is print advertising.. i sent through my cv for a job i saw advertised in the newspaper for an advertising sales rep - applied and now i have an interview to go too tomorrow.. i've learnt not to get my hopes up - i am glad for the interview and i hope it goes well..
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How do you feel when....
by LouBelle in...when you remember that you are free from that religion?.
for me, it is the best pick me up i can ever have.
i may have had some really dark days, i may still, but that is the one thing that pulls me towards myself: i am free to think for myself, i am free to associate with whom i want, i am free to sleep in on the weekends, i am free of the guilt, i am free of an angry god that made me feel shit about myself.. i am fortunate enough to have put that time in my past - though i am happy to speak to ex jw's - to share experiences, to laugh, to cry and then to celebrate we are out.. i know that many of us still have people in that faith that we love.
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Tears
by LouBelle ini was checking some old threads and messages and came across people's messages and threads that have passed on ((dansk)) ((oompa)) two guys that i liked and shared some laughs / thoughts / hopes / encouraging words with.
pulled at my heart strings.. you're still remembered.
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Are we all bitter?
by LouBelle ini posted a link on fb that lead to a topic here.
i then had one of my 'friends' start having a go about how bitter everyone is here....fact he said.
(he used to be a jw elder but left a while back, not sure why he left or if he has even researched the faith since leaving) the more i tried to reason with him that actually it is a support forum, the more he lashed out that everyone here bad mouths the jw's and only attack the jw's.