Posts by missy04

With all the new info I now have under my belt, part of me thinks it would be empowering to have a discussion with an elder that didn't leave me on the defensive. The other part of me thinks I'd be better off banging my head off of the nearest wall out of frustration. I would love to hear for myself what rote answers they have to offer up. I certainly wouldn't go as far stepping into a KH or letting them into my house, but I'm wondering if a phone call would be just as bad. Any input?

I would do just exactly what you feel like doing. If you get the urge to call, I would call.

~Sarah

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Don't mean to be a bummer on Christmas..

by missy04 in

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i really don't mean to be a bummer on christmas, but i just needed to vent.

even if nobody responds i don't care i just needed to let it out.

if it was any day other than christmas i'd call up a friend to talk about it but i don't feel right calling anyone to pout on christmas.

missy04

Family is the key at Christmas, when you resist that it causes the family pain.

Normally I would have gone and been with the family today. I have anxiety problems and depression and just couldn't make myself do it today.

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Don't mean to be a bummer on Christmas..

by missy04 in

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i really don't mean to be a bummer on christmas, but i just needed to vent.

even if nobody responds i don't care i just needed to let it out.

if it was any day other than christmas i'd call up a friend to talk about it but i don't feel right calling anyone to pout on christmas.

I really don't mean to be a bummer on Christmas, but I just needed to vent. Even if nobody responds I don't care I just needed to let it out. If it was any day other than Christmas I'd call up a friend to talk about it but I don't feel right calling anyone to pout on Christmas.

If anybody had a stressful Christmas, or anytime lately, go ahead and vent about it here.

The reason I am sitting here bummed out right now is that earlier in the week I had told my mum I didn't plan on going to the family Christmas get-together today at my Grandma and Grandpa's house unless I was feeling less stressed. I didn't think I would be up to being around a bunch of people, and especially without being able to buy everyone presents.

Well she was fine with it until today and they had even decided they didn't feel like going. But about 45 minutes ago I started recieving guilt trips about how it's going to tick everyone off if I don't go. Well when they were leaving my mom said "hope you have a great Christmas, Sarah. I won't" Then they were about to get in the car and drive off and I realized I had no idea how long they were going to be gone and wanted to ask my dad. So I knocked on the window and my mom looked up and I pointed towards my dad, asking her to get his attention for me. Well she thought I was flipping her off. (which I have never done and would never do to my mother.) So she screamed "F*** you too" (with middle finger in air) and they drove off with my mom still screaming obscenities at me. Merry Christmas, right?...

I realize I have been posting bummer threads alot lately...so I really really apologize. My family situation is just very stressful right now.

If anyone else is stressed out today...go ahead and vent about it here. I think I feel a little better already after typing about it.

~Sarah

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What do ya do when...

by missy04 in

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you're 18, (considered an adult), want to move out of your parents house to get away from your dysfunctional mom, and can't because you feel guilty leaving your mom and dad because your parents have alot of health problems?.

i absolutely cannot function in this environment.

it's just nuts.