Would you have been in tears telling me your thoughts and feelings about field service?
Not when I was a brainwashed idiot WT slave. I would have believed I was working my butt off so that I would get in the pair-o-dice to play with a big smelly bear. JW life was wonderful for me. Until... I found out it is a big lie.
Now I feel good when I talk with people about Jesus.
Don't have to fudge up a number to put on a report to impress the WTBTS with my spirituality. I lied about my houirs all the time so I could be looked up to.