I totally agree with you, Blondie.
I think that there's a full range of belief on the part of JWs all through the organization, from completely braindead true believers to completely cynical people who know that most all of it is bullcrap but stay for any number of reasons.
Unfortunately, it seems that the head honcho in Brooklyn, GB member Ted Jaracz, is both a braindead true believer and a cynical dictator. I think the man is insane, because it appears that he truly thinks that he personally has been appointed by God to beat the JW community into line with his personal idea of what it ought to be, yet he will stop at nothing -- including lying, ruining JWs who get in his way, and just about every other unchristian, Pharisaical tactic you can think of -- to do "God's" will -- which is really just Jaracz's will. He seems unable to distinguish between himself and God.
Also unfortunately, a majority of "Bethel heavies" are just about as braindead, and even though they know that Jaracz and a few others are nuts, continue to go along because they've accepted an old and little-known belief of the Watchtower's inner circle centered around the notion that "you must not touch the skirt of God's anointed". This includes other GB members. The idea is that a "mantle of power" has been passed down through various Watchtower leaders to the present day. This is modeled after Elijah's literally passing his mantle to Elishah. For some reason -- probably because Jaracz has an extremely strong personality and these men are weak -- they've concluded that God has appointed this strong but evil man to a position of power and given him "the mantle". But no matter what their inner beliefs, they know full well how dangerous it is to buck the man in power, and so they just go along, hoping that God will straighen it all out. So they've abandoned their supposed Christian principles in the hope that, despite what they see, God is behind the JW organization after all. There's more than a little self-deception going on here, though, motivated by a great deal of self-interest. They believe whatever it takes to keep them in power in Bethel.
AlanF