I did 2 public talks. Even did one when guy did not come.
Stopped doing them because a hot shot elder took me off the WT readers list.
I said to myself "How can I be good enough to do a talk, but not good enough to read the WT"
Well 6 years have passed, and I've gotten no apologies nor explanation. Just once they gave me the giggle and double speak to try to find out the "why?"