I have been reading the thead on JW suicide the last two days and I have to admit, I am boiling mad, angry, and literally have thoughts of wanting to put my hands around some of the JW's who have abused so many......LOL!!!!!!! I realize this is not at all funny, but I do laugh at how I let this get to me to the point of fantazing of slapping some of the "higher than thou" JW's I have ran across in my life and those whom some of you decribed.
I read Scully's story and wanted to choak the ones who did not pass her the emblems at the memorial.
I get so mad when I read how some of the JW's want to pass judgement on the one's who have committed suicide , saying they will not be resurrected. What better way to say it but........" Who died and left them God?".
I get so sickened and angry when I read that a pedophile is allowed to tickle and play with little children after the meetings.
There is just no getting around all the anger, even after I am out of the organization, two years now, I still have problems with anger.
No, I don't think I need anger management for I believe my anger is justified and I don't act on my little fantazys of choaking some JW's.
I just wanted to know if others , feel like I do , that the anger will always be so right under the skin? Will we ever see the JW's pay for their crimes and stop abusing others? If we saw more of this, the ones who are getting away with so many sins, really have to answer for what they have done, will the anger subside?
My favorite line from the movie Tombstone,, staring Val Kilmer as Doc Holiday....." He doesn't want revenge, he wants a reckoning".
I say that is about how I feel. The things that so many have endured while being JW's are horrid to say the least.
Maybe if I became involved in some of the causes as Lamb's Roar, Silent Lambs, I could channel my anger to better use.
