Do you still feel guilty going into a church for a wedding or a funeral?
No, I actually started attending a church, well several even before I sent in my DA letter. I was looking for answers.
Can you bring yourself to celebrate birthdays or Christmas?
Yes, but for a long time, I was in conflict over the holidays. To tell you the truth it took me 18 years before I was totally free of any conflict regarding anything involving religion or the bible.
Would you hesitate to accept a blood transfusion if you needed one?
I had one, it was either that or not being around to raise my two young sons, and leaving my husband behind.
Does the indoctrination that you received still work to put a barrier between you and the rest of society in the way it was intended to when you were "in"?
Do indoctrination but a barrier between me and the rest of society, no, but dealing with selfish pricks has.