Hi anf welcome to the forum. The answer to your question is simple: go wherever YOU want to go. The things you were going to do when Armageddon came: go do them now.
If anyone tells you where you should go, they're only wanting to take you where they want to go. Your road doesn't have to be lonely, plenty of people want to go whereever you want to go, some may follow, some may lead.
I'm glad you've opened your heart, things will only look up from here. The best thing is that you have an entire world to experience as if it were your first time. As long as you are willing to learn and experiment and embrace your newfound freedo, People will be attracted to you.