The sad part is that I realize how very frustrating and sad it is when you realize what is really going on in the org....
You think you are part of a loving organization, a truthful one, a sincere one...... and then you come to realize it is legalistic, lying, and only caring about exact obedience and money.
It is heartbreaking, and hard to come to grips with. Mark is living thru the nightmare of 'waking up,' poor guy.