Once I accepted the fact that god doesn't exist and sure doesn't care (if he exist) what the hell we do in our life, I was cured of my Obsessive Compulsive behavior and anxiety.
I lived in constant fear of offending god and if my thoughts were acceptable to him as I didn't want to hurt his feelings or make him feel sad. This in turn made me to actually have bad thoughts and that in turn made me feel guilty and depressed.
I guess religious coercion and guilt affect people differently.
Just enjoy life, respect your neighbors, their opinions, love your family, work hard, get educated, be honest and fair in your dealings with others and as long as no one gets hurt, accept others differences.
The WT and similar cults produce toxic traits in humans.
I have never been happier since reaching those conclusions.