I was wondering how long it took for all of you to leave the org.
How active were you and for how long while knowing the "truth" was not the truth.
I ran into an old friend last week. She attends the meetings regularly, goes out on field service, hangs out with the "friends" but that is about it. She is not involved in the ministry school. She is in her 40s and she never married.
I often wonder why she stays or if she even believes in the org. I am willing to bet that she dates worldly men casually. She is always upset with somebody in the hall. I remember her always flirting with worldly men. She just doesn't seem happy in the org. I wish I could talk to her about my current beliefs but I am afraid it will get back to my family.