Thanks Flipper. I think I live close to you from your other posts, but closer to the city. I hope I can meet with you and some other apostates soon!
Thanks to everyone for all your support! It has been really helpful. Leaving this cult is very traumatic and it's hard not to be angry and resentful. I will try to focus on the positive and not dwell on how much this cult has ruined my life. I will try to get peace.