Solzhenitsyn, I think you are saying that now you regret having been a part of that. (If I'm wrong don't let me speak for you.) How many elders (and other JWs, for that matter) participated in these activities to fry their fellow brothers alive in "court". It is what you were told to do, but being able to look back, it just seems crazy.
But, as dubs, we all thought that was normal and healthy.
The pedophiles.... well, what can the organization do? No one (besides the perp and the victim) saw the crime.
Cult thinking at its finest!