I just read JoannaDandy's post about making things more positive on here... and so I decided to say something positive, so that you guys could smile about something, maybe. ^_^
I'm in love.
I've been in love with her for six months, now, almost to the day. She's sitting here right now, reading me stupid laws of the united states , (i.e. "In Carmel it's illegal to eat ice cream while standing on a sidewalk") She just caught me writing about this, and blushed. So I blushed
Ok, so love is crazy, and life is crazy, and we all may not have love... but we have ONE damned thing to smile about, that's for sure... and it's that we can wake up in the morning every day, look outside, and the world is OURS. A friend once told me that if you can survive exiting the JWs whether it's DAing, DFing, or doing the slow fade... you can survive ANYTHING. I mean, I think we all need to get our hearts beating out here!
I think we need to use what life we have left to make ourselves feel good! I mean, let's live it up, we only get one shot right? I made it out, with my happiness, my sanity in tact. The world is a lot bigger than California, Texas, Florida, Canada, England, or Australia (Any any other place I left out in my inconsiderate nature ^_~) I've seen it! ^_^ I've been everywhere, of my own volition, and it's beautiful! Even if it's just your own damn scruffy ass backyard you're lookin at, there's magic to it.
Call me crazy or sentimental, but I'm so f--king excited about being alive I can hardly contain myself. AND NO, I AM NOT DRUNK ( I was the night of the memorial, but that's because I wanted to drink. ^_^ Tonight all I've had is a bag of cotton candy ^_^)
So c'mon anybody who reads this, we got lives, some of us have husbands, wives... Do something special for them, hug em real tight, kiss them, and tell them you LOVE THEM! If you don't have somebody, go out and find somebody! Hug your kids, your family members that still talk to you! ^_^ If not, call them and tell them you love 'em, f--k it! ^_^ Why not? Why even ask? We all made it out of a terrible thing that could have ruined all our lives. I think it's a good form of therapy! ^_^
Hell, do what I did. Drive by the KH and FLIP THE F--KERS OFF!!
Whatever you do, smile when you're done, cuz in the end, THEY(Meaning the dubs) mean nothing. ^_^ And you, and what you love, and what you make of your life, means everything.