I'm just starting my fade, and I'm beginning to feel enraged and outraged with this religion. They have conditioned me during my upbringing, namely in what regards to how I valued education. I left school at 15 to become a regular pioneer because Armageddon was nigh, and I did so for the next 10 years. Nowadays I see how much I needed further education, because I'm limited in my skills. I also feel angry and disgusted with the "seven magnificent ones" of the GB for their hypocrisy, for lying to me, for brainwashing people like me.
However, I think it's wrong to direct my anger against the single JWs, because they are as victims of this cult as I have been. The best way to get back at them is to learn 'the truth about The Truth', know their game, and lead a happy life away from them. That's what I intend to do.