Welcome Stefanie! Yes there is a lot to read...and also a lot of good people here to talk to that will listen, profer advice and share experiences. Don't forget to check out our Texas map and do let me know if you would like to be placed on it. Again, welcome and enjoy your journey here!
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Sincerely,
District Overbeer