Now that you aren't a JW anymore....
Intro: Guess what Im trying to say is. Tha fact that there is no uniformity in our understanding of God implies his non interest or non existence
"But it does move"
I agree with you about the gospels, and also the latter part of your post. How can we say absolutely that what was translated from another language is exactly what the Bible writer intended? And the fact that there are so many religions professing to be Christian, anybody can get the Bible to say almost anything.