That is not the god I love. The description above is Satan.
I do not love that god. The cause of death is Satan. Life begets life, death begets death.
Your rationale is off balance. Perhaps you should re-read some of the OT again, as the God depicted in those pages commanded much killing.
PS. The one who gives life can take away life. If he takes a life away, the removal of such will be fully justified.
I thought you just said that the God that you love does not kill. Also, since your children (if you have any) come from the loins of you and your spouse/mate, I hope you don't use this same reasoning with them, as I would hate to see you in jail for murder.
Enjoy your illusions pomegranate, it sounds like you need them.