Hi Jim,
It's great that you are doing so well. Your explaination of what life means was very close to my feelings right now. I don't even want to hear preachers spouting out bible verses and their views of what God requires for use to get life after death. If there is a God out there and he wants to give me life after this one I will appreciate it, but that's his call. I think we should be more concerned with this one and how we use it instead of continually looking forward to some imaginary one, whether in heaven with golden streets or a new earth with all bad people killed off. I probably don't have too much time before I will know/not know if I'm dead.
Good luck with your operation if you chose that route.
Ken P.