ok so i finished yesterday. the best word to describe my feeling at the end: empty. i felt very empty. im honestly not quite sure where i personally stand on God, but i really appreciated Ray's honesty and devotion to God & Jesus. makes you realize how ridiculous it is to let a damn publishing company control your life, and relationship with God. THANK YOU RAY FRANZ, YOU WERE THE REAL SHEEP AMONGST WOLVES
reading COC for the first time
I read COC on my ipad during the meetings.
My friends that are in are dear to me too. Thankfully, I have retianed the ones that really matter to me while fading. Some even know (more or less), how I feel. I am sure they have reasoned within themselves their own excuse for remaining close with me. Or maybe they really love us.
Those who are really your friends, may surprise you....and could surprise you either way.
Don't make their decisions for them.
As far as feeling empty......think of it as a good thing. once you are empty, the possibilities ahead are limitless.