After knowing TTATT for many years now...I had made up my mind long ago that after 2014, I would no-longer subject myself to the boredom, pain, and frustration of following this CULT...the WT...the BORG.
So...I made up my mind that since the WTBTS/GB makes such a big deal as to the "significance" of the year 1914 and this year 2014, there can be no greater time for me to LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND. I daydreamed of how AWESOME and TELLING it would be if EVERYONE that COULD ( because I do know that some have personal circumstances of their own, as I did too) WOULD JUST .... WALKOUT...never to attend/step foot in a KINGDOM HALL from that moment ON.
INDEPENDENCE DAY of sorts? I think so. There is too much EVIDENCE, too many VIDEOS, blogs, books, news reports and lawsuits for me to keep lying to myself. I've become so numb to the power of the WT, that I know LAUGH whenever I read the material. When I view these men as JUST MEN. I wonder "HOW CAN I, A GROWN ADULT ALLOW MYSELF TO... LIVE FOR OTHERS????" I can no longer do this. I WILL no longer do this. I cannot be FORCED, THREATENED, or COERCED to "MEET WITH THE BROTHERS" and have a JC HEARING.
JANUARY 1st, 2015 - I TAKE BACK MY POWER AND ENERGY. MY LIFE. FREE FROM GUILT. FREE FROM JUDGEMENT FROM OTHER "IMPERFECT MEN" WHO ARE SPECIAL BECAUSE THEY SAY SO with NO EVIDENCE, and EXPECT ME TO BELIEVE AND OBEY.
Sunday, January 4 2015 begins a new era for me. On that day, the JWs will lose a member...I wonder how many more seats will be empty that day. 2014 will have come and gone...and the WT will still be trying to rake in the doe. And I will care no more.
RB