There had been many years of throwing myself into the chaos & stress of wt life ... thinking all along that my reluctance was my fault, my lack of faith!!
and then ... the house of cards started falling down ... one lie at a time!
#1 the April W 2010 ... the latest generation teaching that "jesus evidently meant two generations overlapping"!
Meanwhile all those born around 1914 who were supposed to LIVE FOREVER were now ........... dead!
#2 hearing about the peodophiles & active homosexuallity right inside bethel in NY & then checking this stuff out on the INTERNET! OMG!
#3 Checking out the stories of Beth Sarim & Beth Shan & the bomb shelters @ 4440 Braeburn Rd San Diego Ca
.... which led to...
#4 Rutherford! Learning all about him!
#5 Finding out that ... 7 old men who didn't even know I was alive, were my mediators! 1979 W!
#6 Stopped handing in that dumb slip of paper forever!
#7 finally found JWN
#8 bought Ray Franz COC!
#9 saw all the cover-ups for their failed "prophecies" .... all the changed wording in the older literature!!
Still digging ... will stop soon!