@ Farkel - I'm not "spouting" anything and I'M CALM at the moment, not angry in the least. We are on the same team bro I didn't judge you just said it seemed harsh IMO. That's all. I feel for you, and it aint right what has happened.
I served as an MS/elder for almost 20 yrs so I know what that's like and am trying to atone for my past mistakes now that I've woke up...That's all we can do.